when i get angry at them i cant stand it anymore and
I was trying to change my head
then always folding my legs and only seeing some blackness
i said it is the nothing
it was hurting and sweat was coming
i keep to work
i am always trying to perfection my head
in there some secrets cant hide
then i was dirty and i think nobody can friends with me
i was in my head at the bridge and so far down is the water
when im sitting on the steps jack said if i was ok
he told me did i ever kiss a man
i wasn’t but i had before done some things
then my girlfriend heard it and asking that she doesnt know
i am telling her and she was always my girlfriend and said dont ever changing.
i am asking the questions everytime what is the point for all this things in a book
everytime the pictures and blog and in and out some breathing
finn said not always changing yourself
i was inside dont know who am i
then i said hi im chris bell!
you cant even answer your own question
There is no answer for always breathing
You will all the time ask it and learn dont to ask it at the same time
I think that was called a paradox
you were always tricking the mind so it cant see whats your plan
always saying what is the point!
then i said nobody knows it
dont always looking for some instructions from somebody different
then i drink the coffee but not some beer why?
my head wants to looking out the clear window
not if it has a shit inside
so how to stop saying why?
you can’t and you keep in and out some breathing
i think it was accepted
all the time life was entertainment